i really hate that i love you... pakyu!

i hate you.
i hate you for being so child-like.
i hate you because you do not know how to appreciate things.
i hate you for not being sweet.
i hate you for not knowing where my house is.
i hate you because you're taking me for granted.
i hate you for not remembering my birthday.
i hate you because you do not know how to say "sorry".
i hate you for not replying whenever i'm sending sweet messages.
i hate you because you only call me if you need things or have a huge favor.
i hate you because it's very much difficult for you to say "thank you".
i hate you for just smiling sweetly whenever i'm mad.
i hate you because you so insensitive.
i hate you for not loving me...

despite all of those hatred...

I'm madly in-love with you...

and i really hate myself for not having any guts to say how or what i feel,
that i truly love you...