memories killl...

...a love that lives in the heart can not be so easily terminated by time. Even though the encounter is brief, its impression shall last a lifetime. No one can change the direction of love that lives in the heart. If you have loved, that itself is the answer...

sa letrang I - 22 - BINGO!

Thought my birthday sucks...

I have work.
My family isn't complete.
I can't be with my friends.
I'm f***king tired.
My net is down.


At least few of you remembered my day (you know who you are).

... and someone surprised me with a cake. Sweet.

Thanks for bringing back the smile I once lost... You really made me happy. You completed my day! Again, Thanks!


***my birthday was last tuesday 07.29.2008

bambam bi dambambam...

disturbing...



***stop the EMO mode. It's time to party!

caffeine connections...

Coffee day with a friend.
Talked pretty much everything.
And realized tons of things.

Here are few realizations:


Falling in love is like eating donuts, even though you know they have holes and they’re incomplete, still, you would choose and eat them. If you really love someone, do not let flaws and imperfections thwart you from falling.

Love is a very strong word.

Love correlates almost to anything and everything.

When you say, “I love you” to someone, it’s just like saying that you’re ready to be hurt again.

Life in general is not a lesson, even though you do advance readings, it won't guarantee you a perfect score.

Destiny is not merely a circumstance, sometimes you need to make a move to make it happen.

Just cross the bridge when you get there, do not over-think, stick with the present, do not let paranoia eat you.

When you're uncertain, take risks, if you fail, you have an excuse - You're not sure.

Give the benefit of the doubt, do not jump into conclusions.

When flirting, do not ask or include any work-related topics, it will ruin your moment.

If you missed someone, tell them. It won't hurt you if sometimes you swallow your pride.

Be optimist, always see a half-filled glass of water as HALF-FULL, rather than as half-empty.

In having long relationships, always look for a best friend , rather than just a partner.

Even if you have certain standards and criteria in falling in love. When you find that person, they would always be an exception.



LIVE. LOVE. LAUGH.
***can't wait for the next session...

sleep...

Tonight's the first night
You're no longer in my arms
A little colder
Nothing but the darkness and the stars

My hand wanders through
The space where you used to be
I really wish that you'd
Still come home to me

Until then I'll sleep
Sleep.

Remember yesterday
When your smile filled every room
Imagined forever with you
Now you're gone too soon

I can feel you calling
There's no place that I'd rather be
Just here with you, sleeping
If only in my mind

Until then I'll sleep
Sleep.

I can feel you calling
There's no place that I'd rather be
Just here with you, sleeping
If only in my mind

Until then I'll sleep
Sleep.

dopamine...

LOVE.
is it REAL?
or just a CHEMICAL REACTION?

dynamic thinker...

Dynamic Thinkers are confident and independent persons. They radiate enthusiasm and energy. Dynamic Thinkers pursue their objectives actively and energetically. They love nothing better than new challenges. This type is the born leader, competent, energetic and responsible. They have a sharp eye for errors and can criticise without mercy if they see the success of a project endangered. They are completely unconcerned as to whether they alienate anyone in the process. But they are always open to objective arguments; they love discussions, they are very gifted rhetorically and they are good at convincing and enthusing others.

As they are very sociable, Dynamic Thinkers like to have a lot of friends around them, preferably those with whom they can share their interests and discuss all sorts of subjects. They are very direct but never in an underhand or scheming manner. If you can bear being spoken to frankly, you have in them a loyal and unwavering advisor as friend. Everything new and unknown stimulates Dynamic Thinkers and awakens their curiosity. However, rules, routine and traditional things arouse their resistance. If something does not go the way they want it to, they can react rather pigheadedly and obstinately.

what would you get?

No sir
Well I don't wanna be the blame, not anymore
It's your turn to take a seat
We're settling the final score

And why do we like to hurt so much?

I can't decide
You have made it harder just to go on
And why, all the possibilities
Well I was wrong

That's what you get when you let your heart win,
That's what you get when you let your heart win,
I drowned out all my sense with the sound of its beating
And that's what you get when you let your heart win,

I wonder
How am I supposed to feel when you're not here?
Coz' I've burned every bridge I ever built
When you were here

I still try
Holding on to silly things, I never learn
Oh why, all the possibilities
I'm sure you've heard

Pain, make your way to me, to me
And I'll always be just so inviting
If I ever start to think straight
This heart will start a riot in me
Let's start, start

Why do we like to hurt so much?
Oh, why do we like to hurt so much?
That's what you get when you let your heart win,

That's what you get when you let your heart win,
That's what you get when you let your heart win,
Now I can't trust myself with anything but this

And that's what you get
when you let your heart win.

a happy loser's day...

a broken heart
+
P.S. I LOVE YOU
+
the rain
= a melodramatic life



but hey, i still look good...
right?






***why in the world i watched p.s. i love you today...
i should have followed my instincts to stick with the indie films...
now, i feel like a loser... (a good looking loser)

newbie...

I need to get out to crazy world of friendster, multiply, and facebook...
I need to find myself again... to find the missing pieces of the shattered me...


Here... I'm on my own... there will be no people who will judge me, my emotions, nor my thoughts...

Here, i will have my freedom, freedom to write things, to express what i really feel, without hesitations, without limitations, and not bothering of what people might think.

This is my tranquility, this is me... =P