basag...

basag.

define kalasingan... ito ako ngayon.


inom sa providence (5 na san mig). umuwi. natulog ng 4 hrs. gumising. pumuntang bed space sa GB3. dinner. inom (4 na san mig). sumunod sa temple. inom (3 bacardi sprite + 2 beers). lumipat sa coco cabana. inom (5 na san mig). bumalik sa providence. inom ulit (5 na san mig).



ito ay naganap sa iisang araw lng... kakauwi ko lng... at ako'y basag na basag...

pota... ang sakit ng ulo ko...

salamat...

...kasi nandiyan ka parati.
...kasi lagi mo akong naiintindihan.
...kasi lagi mo akong kinakamusta.
...kasi mahal mo ako, at alam ko yun.
...kasi napapasaya mo ako.
...kasi dinadalaw mo ako.
...kasi hindi ka nagbago.
...kasi pinapahalagahan mo ako.
...kasi inaaliw mo ako lalo na pag malungkot ako.


...kasi bestfriend kita.


...sayo Tuken... =P



kahit minsan tarantado ka.
kahit na lahat ng kagaguhan e nasayo.


masaya ako kasi bespren kita, at hndi mo ako iniwan...


salamat ulit... pakyu ka! pandak!

turning japanese... =P

nokie rocks!

i love my anime me

when happpiness ends...

...sadness comes

ala eh!: the batangas joyride

SAT
Meet up at KFC. Kumain. Sumakay sa bus papuntang Lipa. Bumaba sa Rob Lipa. Nag ice cream. Nag bye bye. Sumakay ulit ng Bus pabalik ng Manila. Dumating sa bahay at natulog.

SUN
Pumunta sa Buendia. Sumakay ng Bus pa Lipa. Bumaba sa Rob Lipa. Kumain. Sumakay ng Bus pa Manila. Bumaba sa Buendia. Nag cab pa MOA. Nag-ikot. Kumain. Hinatid sa work si "someone". Umuwi ng bahay.






***ganito ba ako ka-sweet? hinatid ko ang isang tao papuntang batangas, umuwi, at kinabukasan bumalik uli sa batangas para sunduin ko siya para sabay kami umuwi ng Manila...





i enjoyed traveling with you... as we share our interest, as our hands are intertwined, as we laugh, as i hug you, and as i look into your eyes and melt...

upon writing this, im missing your fruity smell, your sweet kisses, and the warmth of your embrace... every minute i crave for your presence...

happiness...

EUPHORIC.
ELATED.
BLISSFUL.
ECSTATIC.



***these are my feelings...
and I'm loving it...

wish granted...

im happy...

i really had a great time...

i just got home...

im so loving it...

i wish we had tons of time...



that was really a wonderful daybreak...




wish granted...

boredom sucks!

im so bored...

i want to go out...

i wanna be with someone...

do anything... watch a movie, have a dvd marathon, have some coffee, have some chit-chats, drink or smoke with someone...

i'll go out with someone... anyone...




i wanna do it now... as in now...

let's celebrate!

it's my favorite nephew's birthday... he turned 8. cool. the original plan was to go to enchanted since he hasnt been there, of course due to unavoidable circumstances, tito and tita schedule mayhem, it was changed.


Plan B. just go to manila ocean park.
waaaaaaaaaaah! the queue was super long... kamusta naman... ang number namin was 156, and that time they're currently servicing 659. kmusta naman... aantayin namin umulit.
shet.
after 2 1/2 hrs of waiting... finally... nakapasok na... thank god!
ok naman... typical aquatic center, madaming isda at tubig. yeah!
(for the pix click here)

in short, masaya lng... tulakan, akala mo may artista... c'mon! andmi daming tao...
shet ulit!

we went to greenbelt for a dinner, then videoke... tpos ayun... kmi yung nag enjoy hndi yung may birthday...



***of course im the official photographer











another reason to celebrate...
...it should be our 3rd anniversary...
it's sad... but still cool...
up to this day, i still love and missed her...

...and it makes me wanna scream!

Sun has fallen from the sky
Stars no longer shining
Purple sky has turned gray
And it makes me want to
Scream

Moon no longer giving light
Us no longer talking
Rain would not shower love
And it makes me want to
Scream

***super namiss ko tong kantang to...

aray...

what's new... ito nasasaktan na naman ako...
again, bitterness...

reason?

kung hndi ba naman ako gago't kalahati...


NOTE TO SELF:

cge i-view mo pa ang mga profile at posts ng mga EX mo...
ayan... tpos ngayon masasaktan ka...

tumigil ka nga... nagmumukha ka na namang loser! mamaya akalain nilang hinahabol mo sila...

feeling mo naman magaling na yang sugat mo at binabakbak mo na namang yang mga scabs... ayan, gago ka kasi... dumugo ulit... mahapdi dba?

ano? uulit kapa???



***mga pakingshet sila! lagi nalang nila ko sinasaktan...
mga tarantadong ex...

i really hate that i love you... pakyu!

i hate you.
i hate you for being so child-like.
i hate you because you do not know how to appreciate things.
i hate you for not being sweet.
i hate you for not knowing where my house is.
i hate you because you're taking me for granted.
i hate you for not remembering my birthday.
i hate you because you do not know how to say "sorry".
i hate you for not replying whenever i'm sending sweet messages.
i hate you because you only call me if you need things or have a huge favor.
i hate you because it's very much difficult for you to say "thank you".
i hate you for just smiling sweetly whenever i'm mad.
i hate you because you so insensitive.
i hate you for not loving me...

despite all of those hatred...

I'm madly in-love with you...

and i really hate myself for not having any guts to say how or what i feel,
that i truly love you...

filthy-50

One, two, I'm in-love with you.
Three, four, you said "no more".
Five, six, I tried to fix.
Seven, eight, Is this our fate?
Nine, ten, you have other men.

Eleven, twelve, go and help yourself.
Thirteen, fourteen, 'cause you won't win.
Fifteen, sixteen, haven't you seen
Seventeen, eighteen, I'm lean and mean.
Nineteen, twenty, and you look so ugly.

Twenty-one, twenty-two, I now hate you.
Twenty-three, twenty-four, you're such a whore.
Twenty-five, twenty-six, 'cause you suck dicks.
Twenty-seven, twenty-eight, so what's your rate?
Twenty-nine, thirty, you look so filthy.

Thirty-one, thirty-two, and I pity you.
Thirty-three, thirty-four, you look like a boar.
Thirty-five, thirty-six, have you seen your cheeks?
Thirty-seven, thirty-eight, you don't have dates.
Thirty-nine, forty, 'cause you're too crappy.

Forty-one, forty-two, and I'll show you.
Forty-three, forty-four, that there is more.
Forty-five, forty-six, there's no magic tricks.
Forty-seven, forty-eight, it's not too late.
Forty-nine, fifty, that I'm fucking happy.

i think i'm in love...

...

when a hot girlfriend comes...